back home...

well i'm back home and starting to get back into the swing of things again...or at least trying too...

sooo...i'm feeling depressed...ricky has decided that we won't be relocating back north...i noticed while i was back north that i miss home more now that i'm older...i miss seeing the seasons change...i'm concerned about mami's health and i very much want the boys to make memories with her...i'm forced to sign yet another lease here and i'm not so happy in doing so...i'm pouting like a little girl...i guess to make me feel better i'll break out some paint and hang a few new pantings...

i'm guess i'm destined to start looking for a job at night...i want to knit more...and in order to do so i'll have to find some extra cash for some yarrrrrrn...