yarrrn...

awaiting some killer yarrrrrn...for mark's christmas hat...thanks to union center knits...

awww...no hair...

so...i finally allowed ricky to give dami a haircut...it looked pretty good...then i noticed a few spots that needed a little tweeking/improvement...so i grab the clippers thinking that i'd fix it...but ended up messing/shaving it all off...end result...no hair...it'll eventually grow back...oh how i miss his locks...

back home...

well i'm back home and starting to get back into the swing of things again...or at least trying too...

sooo...i'm feeling depressed...ricky has decided that we won't be relocating back north...i noticed while i was back north that i miss home more now that i'm older...i miss seeing the seasons change...i'm concerned about mami's health and i very much want the boys to make memories with her...i'm forced to sign yet another lease here and i'm not so happy in doing so...i'm pouting like a little girl...i guess to make me feel better i'll break out some paint and hang a few new pantings...

i'm guess i'm destined to start looking for a job at night...i want to knit more...and in order to do so i'll have to find some extra cash for some yarrrrrrn...

end of vacation...

well i feel as tho i've accomplished a lot over these past two weeks...i moved great uncle angelo and got him somewhat settled...visited with my dad, sister and bff...and clean my mil house...

ricky and i have been doing some talking and are seriously considering moving back home...mom isn't getting much better...ricky gave her a buzz cut the begining of this week...she said that she's going to take away her hair not the chemo...i love the spunk that she has...she's a little feisty thing...

as for dani...he'll be leaving for new jersey tomorrow in the morning and then will return home right before school starts...he's been driving me nuts with his little attitude but i'll miss him immensely...

i wish i could have spent another week down here to visit but that's how the ball bounces...

i'll post pics when i return home...until then...

moving uncle angelo

well this week has been busy...starting with last sunday...i packed the car and drove 7.5 hours (round trip that is) to visit my husbands great uncle...well actually...he's my great uncle now too...he's 86 and a very cute older chap...a very loving man, and an amazing pianist. Ricky and i are going to relocate him to his/my mothers house in upstate ny...i've made all the arrangements for the move so far...the piano movers will be there on tuesday...the moving truck wednesday...and then we will leave on wednesday as well...and hopefully arrive in ny sometime thursday...

uncle angelo gets confused at times i think that maybe i talk/move too fast for him...i don't want him to have to worry about a thing...he's older and he should be able to relax while everyone else does all the work...i'm sure that i'm not the best communicator at times...sometimes i'm already prepared mentally about how everything will come together...but yet i fail to mention to everyone around me how i expect things to flow...this is something i need to work on...

lately i've been spending most my time taking pictures of my little guy...he seems to really like the camera...

today was a total blow...i found a really cute house for rent on the net and drove past it last night and when i called this morning to see if i could see the inside somebody already put a deposit down on it...freakin eh...i also called about a different house just down the street and the real estate broker told me that i was looking too soon...i guess i'll keep looking in hopes that as time gets closer i'll find something better *keeping fingers crossed* i hate moving especially as i get older i find it stressful...i remember how my mom would get all wired...i'd tell her to relax...that she's getting herself all worked up for nothing...and now i notice i'm turning into her...shit...i'm becoming my mother...

well...

so much for keeping up with things...it seems when it rains it pours...

so...the motherboard took a crap again! so...no internet for over a 2 month period...

one day i'll get back to being on the ball again...who knows just when that'll be...

i've been staying up late knitting socks...the grey and red ones i made for dani so that he'll think of me while visiting in jersey for the summer...he's 12 and doesn't like to say that he misses his mum...i figure if he gets home sick he can look down and there i'd be looking right back at him...the other is for my bff in canada les...whom i plan to visit sometime in june...